I'm still on my way to finding my perfect bad boy. Sometimes i think i set out a standard that is so high, it is not even realistic. Cause Chuck Bass only exist in gossip girl. I think i secretly don't believe in love and i might have commitment issues. I need a Chuck Bass who is smart enough to play mind games with me and let me feel secure without spilling them out in words. Or being too obvious. I think that i never find that someone even till i aged and die off. I also think that i should lock my blog because i blabber too much. But i know only i'm reading this and i guess its alright. Dear future jassie, i hope you find this funny because it sound so young and immature. Because i know that i don't like this current state and i do not want things to remain this way.
